let's turn the table ard this time.
we'll see how it works.

well, this week was quite alryt.
went for physio cause my back was killing me.
had like 5 tests this weeks.

wed.

watched 'super size me' in during school. and i'm so not gonna eat macs for a long long time.
the puking part was seriously disgusting.


friday.

went to the club on friday and had dinner with mum,dad and baby at the horrible jap rest. int he club. it did improve a lil bit. the chawamushi was plain. and they dont have dobinmushi. argh*

sat.

went to watch 'white noise' at suntec.
i think it's a total waste of money for me to watch a horror movie on a weekend, in fact it's just a waste to even watch the show. it wasnt that scary thou.

today, just gonna go down to watch the nationla league and head back home after that.
cant wait for march hols to come. after that 'b div' for 2 weeks and asian sch for 1 week. (=
that's gonna be like a month's holiday for me.
no school, no teachers, no books.
just the bowling ball, pins.

what a thought. *rolls.

trust.
i've gotta learn to do that.

argh-

next week's test week. argh--

monday-chem
tues-a/c!
friday-compre test and maths test. / chem pract.

i havent studied at all thru the year.
that results in failing my a/c test for the first time in my life. it's so crappy.

bowling's taking up most of my time.

monday-one on one trn
tuesday- warren league if i'm playing
wed- combine schs& mental trn
thurs- youth trn
friday- combine schs
sat- their gonna start combine schools sat trn too.
sun-national league f i'm playing

gosh* that's like almost everyday!
i've been meeting baby for like almost everyday ever since my Ns finished.

that since october 2004!

i hardly have any time to so anything.. seriously. esp. studying which i'm really not interesting in doing.

why is there only 24hours in a day? argh-

more books, more bowling, more studying, less of you.

gonna be hard to get used to.

it'll get better,
i hope.

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken,
Do you say, do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean,
do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
I was believing in you

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lieI'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbyeI'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

what do you want?

1. rich or poor?
2. handsome or ok looking?
3. short or tall?
4. good in bowling or just alryt?
5. protective or just nice?
6. high profile or low profile?
7. playful or loyal?
8. sweet-talker or just blur kinda cute?
9. impatient or patient?
10. eyes on girls or eyes off girls?

well, i'm sure you knoe who i'm talking abt. and who this post is referring to.
it's really up to you to do something abt it?
someone who's always been waiting patient for you. that's hard to do.
u said you'll knoe what to do the last time and that you got it. but i dontknoe if anything really happened. or if u did anything. i guess only u'll knoe the answer.
make up ur mind soon alryt? it's not nice to keep someone waiting.. not for so long..

when u're reminded that long distance relationships arent good that make you feel sad?
or the one that u are reminded of when it's those sad love songs playing that make u feel sad?

the final decision is your's. make a good one alright? hugs-

not gonna comment on hacking. -shuts-

:lianne. hey dear everything's gonna be fine k? he's coming back soon.. just a few more days. stay strong alryt? luvya! muah*

:jazzy. hey! heh. it was nice talking to you again. sad to hear that u've gotta chose between asian schools and euromed. but no matter what you chose all the best alright? heh. (=
do your very best! study hard and train hard. tc! luvya! talk to you soon! muah*

:josh. your phone's my dream phone! i've always wanted to get it. (=
let em play with it more often alright? heh.

:baby. thanks for helping figure out what's wrong with my bowling. (=
hope it gets better soon heh. thank you for sucha a wonderful day. loved it. (=
blessed- ilu muah*

will i make it? that's just in my mind.

the pass week has been so bad..
sooooooooo many tests and bowled so badly for my combine schools roll off..
sigh.

will i make it?

i hope so. pray*

everyone's changing right now.
new school, new status. have you forgot what ur frens were like?
even if u've reached a higher level that doesnt mean that everything has to change.
you obviously dont treasure your frens. you just go with the flow.
why cant you look back and think what your frens have done for you?
were they even your true frens in the first place?

true frens? probably less than 10 in ur lifetime.

doesnt matter what you go in your life.
if they were ur true frens in the first place, they dont deserve this.
there's nothing to compare. they're there supporting you, helping you out. consoling you when u're down.
not being a sore loser or just totally not fren like.

it feels like crap when you find out some of what u call, so called frens are like that.

thanks dear, for always being there for me. no matter what. happy, sad, crazy or just simply anything. thank you so much. you're what you call my true friend.

true friends :
1. Lianne
2. Baby
3. Kenny ( all the club ppl actually haha)

luvya!