today was a pretty enjoyable day.

team training in the morning was fun.
launch angle game with the guys to see who was buying lunch!
i was paired with shaun, and you know, shaun's a perfectionist!
everything has to be on the dot or it wont be counted, and that explained the 8 in a row crosses for him and i.
but it was fun! he can be too nice at times.
the girls won overall.
so after training, it was the guy's lunch treat!

beach road's steamboat.
totally pigged out.
ordering rounds and rounds of chicken and seafood.
filled our stomachs and it was off to the chalet that uncle rems booked!

but before that, wazzy and i went with coach merv to a nearby petrol kiosk to buy the snacks.
gooooodness, i bet wazzy and i never had so much fun jus throwing snacks into the basket like it was some free flow thing.
we dontknow the exact amount that we spent but we know that we bought so much stuff that one receipt wasn't enough.
and while coach was still paying up, wazzy and i started cam-whoring in his car.
and out of it too.
totally freaked him out, like we were trying to destroy his new car.

merv ask such random questions that sometimes you're so shock, you dontknow what to reply.
it's either too wierd, or just too random.

headed to the chalet after that.
the girls, mich,wazzy,cherie and i spent some time in the room cam-whoring and just basically screaming out real loud.
scandalous photos were also taken.
but all, for the fun of it.

then it was texas with the guys.
YES WITH THE GUYS.
the base, 500bucks.
the four of us shared one.
wise choice.

i love texas! it's such a fun and exciting game.
you just get so hooked on it!

we stopped for a lil while to play blackjack and in between.
wazzy and i won money in inbetween! (:
uncle rems lost the most i guess hahaha.

then it was back to texas, we played from afternoon to about 930pm.
it's like the new majong.
after soooooo long, we only won 2 games, and drew once.
and the two games were a sure win.
4Js baby! and once, all 4 2s appeared on the table! goodness me.
watching the guy's play is superly scary!
they up each other like noone's business.

think.
mel and shaun, both show hand. after which to only find out, they tied.
yuwee showed hand twice, well, he didnt have much to show hand, but he won both times!

we girls lost half of what we started with.
an expensive lesson just to learn the game.
but nevermind, it was fun anyway.

girllllls! texas next time round alright!
mj's totally not the in thing right now.

i think it's so cute that we have such gathering just to gamble, esp with the coaches around.

photos shall be up once i'm done with it!
took plenty!
you should have seen shaun's pile of chips!
he was on a rolllll...

alright my eyes bag are so bad i cant take it anymore!
and tonight it was the first time gastric attacked me..
terribly painful..
thanks to texas, we all skipped dinner.
we were just so engrossed in it.
i think i'll even be dreaming of it tonight.
i've seen wayyy to much of cards and chips.

and i think, it's gonna be the last time merv will ask wazzy and i to accompany him to get snacks.
i think we burnt a hole in his pocket just on snacks!
sorry! hahaha
but dont we just love it wazzy? (:
and mich,wazzy,cherie.. we lost moneyyyy. ):
nevermind there'll always be a next time!
next time to win of course. (:

it's been a really long day.
goodnight!



you were to good to be true

training was good today!
"goodbye my lovvvvver!" right wazzy?
hahaha.

/edited/
shay and i met a new fren.
haha. she's from america 21 years old.
parents are latin.
she's on a mission.
church mission of course.
she's really sweet and cute.
and she has my number. ok random.
but she's nice.
we like her.
she stopped at newton
oh yes, she's sister cotota./edited/


late lunch with shay.
our new lunch time's at 5pm.
that's when everywhere's empty. (:

first was to coffee club, for our main course.
then it was to thai express for soup and dessert.
mango rice.
i love the mango, shay loves the rice.

wanted to look for j's present but ended up looking for shay's stuff and bedsheets! haha.
yes a lil wierd for both of us to be looking at bedsheets.

oh yes, we've planned our day wazzy.
3 movies in a day.
about 11am,2pm and 4/5pm.
then it'll be COCA for dinner!
but first, we'll need to find 3 movies we havent watched.
oh bams, join us!
cupcake baking session soon!

i heard there's lunch and chalet tmr.
remy booked especially for fun and games.
fun and games translates gambling.

alright.
session with shay and waz is on now.

laters!

my childish thoughts and fears fill my mind.
and they really dont help when i need a clear mind to think.

today was good.
no such thoughts, jus clear, logical thoughts.
outcome and solutions couldnt have been better.

solving or thinking of a solution to a problem doesnt have to be right away.
sometimes you need a day or two to sort things out, to know what you truly feel.
i've thought about it through and i feel good about what i've churned out.
and it's nice to know, you feel the same way too.




i dontknow how mummy does it.
she never gets angry.
you can tell she's upset, and that's even worse than her being angry and scolding me.

i really admire her,
everything about her.
how daddy and her brought j and i up without laying a finger on us to discipline us.
from some of my friends, i know how painful it is to get a beating from your parent.
it hurts a hell lot.

i've asked her why.
her answer, " i've never believe in using violence "
i'm really grateful to have them.

i wanna say something, but i cant bring myself to.
how come so many things are different and similar in their own ways?

from the time i wake up, til i close my eyes, you're there.
and now, i really dontknow if that's a good or bad thing.
maybe even when you're gone, i'll still be holding on.

i said, let go.
i meant it, only for your happiness.
i dontwanna make things anymore difficult for you than it already is.
but i've made it worse, and now, maybe without me, you'll feel alot better.
i wasnt trying to pressure, but help.
but you felt a whole lotta pressure instead.
sorry.

but the fact is, i dontwanna let go.
but if you are, alot happier this way, i'm happy for you too.


it was really sweet while it lasted.
thank you.

shay and i at cindy's 21st birthday


she thinks she's really cool with that huge pink cake!


shay says i look like a duck!
at least donald duck is quite cute!


cute pink/white/red MnNs chocolate!


i've got the other photos but i'm lazy to upload them on multiply shay.
when the time comes i will (:

When I fall in love
It will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love

In a restless world
Like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many
Moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart
I give it completely
Or I'll never give my heart

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you


if it can only be this simple.

Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say, from eachother
Even lovers need a holiday day
Far away from eachother

Hold me now, it's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
And after all you've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

Couldn't stand being kept away
Not for a day, from your body
Wouldn't wanna be swept away
Far away from the one that I love

Hold me now, it's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now, I really wanna tell you i'm sorry
I could never let you go
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise too
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go
I can't let go

i couldn't sleep last night.
i was like a walking zombie during training.

but something made me smile.
coach merv bought all the girls street signs from LV.
mine says "Jasmine Blvd" in pink.

i need rest.


just two weeks ago, everything seemed fine

i've changed my blogskin again.
well, since i'm on holidays, i'll jus try out the many different kinds of blogskins that appeal to me.
i'm a tad demanding on what i want.
to look for the perfect one, would take some time.

i'm craving for subway, but i'm not plannaing to go out.
so i'll jus have plain old sandwich at home.
i've been spending so much time at home, it's scary!

alrightyy, i'll have my sandwich.

have a good day <3

this is so cute!
haha.

was reading the papers and i realise using "sans" is the in thing now.

shay and waz have done the 20people thing.

shay's forever thinking her sister's hot. gooodness.
and stop cursing that i'll get fat!
that goes to you too wazzy!
my metabolism rate is doing fineeee!

when's the next 3-movies-in-a-day?
next weekend?
(:

homework's due tmr.
i think only wazzy knows what i'm talking about, cos we're in this together.
let's just hope it wont take too long.
but before i get down to that, i think i'll take a nap.
goodnight!

just came home from lenny's.
geri gave me a lift back, thank you (:

lost money again..
goooooodness. it's been a terrible year for me.
i need shaun's specs!

the food was good!
the company was great.
there were plenty of people there, mostly gambling of course.

oh merli has this super cute dog that's called small dog.
well you're supposed to say it in chinese.
she's only 1 years old, but she licks you non-stop!
but she's superly cute nonetheless.

and i saw j as a baby!
LITERALLY!
i took a photo of the baby, and i just showed mummy&daddy and they both agreed. (:
soooooooo cute!
i wasnt there to see j when he was a baby but through the photos, when i saw the baby, my first thought was "that's j!"
the baby's UBER CUTE!
gosh i loveeeee him!
he's chinese-indian too!
dad's indian mum's chinese.
exactly like us.
i've got to upload his photo sooon! so you guys can see what baby j looks like too!
oh btw, he's lenny's godbro!
lucky guy!
gosh, i'm still so in love with the baby. (:
but i didnt get to take a photo with him..
lenny! if you see this, i bet you wont, but i'll say it anyway!
i wanna see your godbro soon! and take a photo with him.
prettty pleasee!

alrighty,
pictures shall be up as soon as i get it done.
i wanna change my blogskin background to something not so bright!
i'm sitting in the dark and my blogskin's horribly bright!
not bright but white, but white in the dark is bright.
ok that's if anyone got me.

gooodnight!
pleasant dreams.


no matter what,
no matter how difficult,
i'll still be here.

20 people:

1. wazzy
2. shay
3. bams
4. lionel
5. sab
6. tyris
7. enna
8. jason
9. nicole
10. janessa
11. kenny
12. JQ
13. lenny
14. cam
15. lianne
16. lester
17. nikki
18. xinyan
19. mich
20. natalie

1)how did you meet 14?
i have no idea. bowling? was it asian schools in melbourne? 2002

2)what you do if you had not met 1?
i wouldnt have anyone to write after-bath-messages to! ):
there'll be noone to laugh so crazily with.

3)what would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
hmm they're both girls, and they dont know each other.

4)would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
they're both girls..

5)describe 3
she's my pigging out partner! she loves food! and that's why i love her!
she's really small, funny and she doesnt look her age.

6)do u think 8 is attractive?
people have told me.

7)tell me something abt no 7.
she's enna, banana! haha.
she's a good presenter, that's why she's always so wanted during events!
really friendly, her reaction's really funny.

8)do you know anything about no 12's family?
one dad, one mum, one sister.

9)what is no 18's favourite past time?
hmm i have no idea, she's studying in japan now.

10)what would do if 11 confesses he/she likes you?
i'll die laughing. haha


11)what language does 15 speak?
chinese and english!
right dear? do you know anymore?! if you do, you havent told me!

12)how old is 16 now?
oh dear i have no idea. you gotta ask no. 15! i think he's 23 this year! pray i got that right.

13)when was the last time you talked to 13?
this afternoon on msn.

14)who's 2's favourite singer?
HERSELF. haahahahahaahha
jus kidding, i dontknow.
maybe wazzy and i. haha.


15)would you date no 4?
nope, he's taken :D

16)whats 10's last name?
wong

17)would you even consider being in a relationship with 19?
i'm wayyy straight.

18)what schools did 3 go to?
IJ TP! (my senior, like 8474857years my senior) haha (: hmm then NUS. political science right bams!
i dontknow your secondary school.

19)where does 6 live at?
jurong!

20)whats your favourite thing abt no 5?
the way she cant laugh right.


i swear, i'm done this before..
i'm jus oh-so-bored

alrightyy!
finally a change of blogskin!
my past blogskin was so dark and down, it was pretty but i've had it for a tad too long!

had another blogskin in mind, tried it out and figured that it ruin my photo's caption.
so i've decided on this.
something peasant, sweet and classy. i like (:
i used to LOVE my other font, but i guess i got so tired of staring at it all the time, i kinda like this new one.
a tad small, but i love it anyway.

my pictures are still a tad big!
shall ask shay for help,
since she's the photoshop pro now. that's what she said. haha.

gotta thank wazzy plenty for helping me out!
thank you wazzzy! (:

alrighty i'm happy with my new blogskin.
it really gives me a nicer feeling than the one in the past.
i took so long just to find the right one,
cos i hate it when i dont get everything perfect to my liking.
perfection is key

about going to lenny's place.
i'm still not sure.
sure i've done my blog and i am in a better mood, but the sky isn't looking too good.
we'll see, we'll see!

and you're on the way home (:

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way


i love this song so much.
it just compliments the emo feeling.
yes at 3pm this afternoon.

the sky's getting ready to pour.
which means,
1) a perfect day to sleep in
2) get down to some work
3) start feeling emo-ish.

i love rainy days during my exams.
i really get loads of studying done.

but right now there's no exams,
and i miss them in some ways.
i miss being in a school school.

lenny's place tonight,
but i'm feeling rather down.
going would only mean spoiling the mood of everyone that's close to me.
and no, i dont wanna do that.
unless i start feeling better,
i'll give lenny's place a miss.

i've been staying home for the past 3 days.
the only time i went out was for one on one.

i really wanna go aboard now.
there's nothing else to do in here.
only completing 3 movies in one day with shay and wazzy, training and more training and prolly mj.
patheticus.

cant wait for trips.
and rooming with wazzzy! (:
i'lll bring my lappie,
she'll bring her vcds,
we'll on the tv as well as those drama that's playing on my lappie at the same time.
playing music once in a while to go crazy.
after bath messages on the mirror. (:
maybe some thai massage and coming back to relax like two spoilt children.
shopping at our fav place, the SUPERMARKET! (:
buying ourselves new water bottles, her's yellow, mine's green.
ice cream!! we'll buy a tub of icecream and walk all around this year!
standing along the ice skating ring, telling each other that we need to skate on the last night.
but never in so many years have we skated there. haha.
THIS YEAR WAZZY! not really skate, more like falling non-stop, laughing our asses off.
just hanging out in the room's fun enough (:
late night ramly deliveried to us.
and lastly, late night gossips and heart to heart talks.

we havent been rooomies since last malaysia open!
hopefully soon wazzzy! (:

alright i shall go accompany you and watch YOUTUBE too! haha. (:
luvya!

been in a position you could do nothing about?
something that hurts you deep but yet, you alone, silently take in.
to feel like you're never good enough for anything or anyone, no matter how hard you try.
to read something, what isnt meant for you.
and those that were meant for you, weren't like the ones before?


hurts? as much as i want to deny it.
i'm making today, the last day to feel like this.

the truth hurts.
almost everything hurts.


I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

even when we talk, it's like you're not there

i dontknow what else to do.
it's like i cant help you in any way,
and really, it feels horrible.

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

it begins with a smile, then a kiss,
then .....

i've been trying my best, to be helpful, to be understanding.
to cheer you up.
but instead, i feel like i'm a punching bag all over again..

i know right now, i should be understanding.
i'm trying, but it hurts.

where's the you that i could talk to, to joke with?
the you that used to put a smile on my face?

but what's the worse that could happen after this?


i guess it's best to just keep everything inside isn't it.

one on one at 10am today.
with cherie, sab and so ke woo.

yes, sab!
the girl who has been missing since forever.

training was alright,
free swing baby!
think long arms... haha.

stomach's been hurting like a (youknowwhat) today.
could hardly move at certain times,
on and off aint fun.
and cos of that i'll have to cancel lunch with shay& dinner with kenny and xinyan.
i hate being sick, i shall take a nap later.

plenty of photos to upload!
shall do it after lenny's place tmr.
photos upload hopefully sooon!
wish i could do it by myself, i need to think of alternatives.

alrightyy, shay my first post for today.
4 more to go. hahaha.
how's pizza hut's cousin coming along aye.

i realise all my post today have been rather short.

so anyways, i broke my yearlky tradition, to only open my angpows on the 15th day.
but instead i'm opening it on the 5th day!
i thought i could use my angpows to get me a little gift!
but instead, i've to pay for something else.
nothing bad, but i deserve it.
so my little gift would have to wait. ):

one on one tmr,
yes, got me right.
ONE ON ONE tmr.
on a friday which isnt even a training day.
but i really need to get back to bowling if i wanna see improvements.
oh crap, i forgot to do my homework.
yes, goodness, one on ones on friday and bowling homework.
just what is going on. hahaha.

lunch with shay and nic.
dinner with kenny and xinyan!
actually i dont think i have the mood to do anything tmr.
just like today. a rather moody day.


alright gotta get to my homework.

but before that,
oh i love justin timberlake.

all it take is a little surprise once in a while.

just a question on the tyra banks show

"have you dated someone who constantly puts you down"

watching us faded and watching it all fall apart


nothing's ever perfect and i know that.
but cant things be simple and happy.

enough of complications, enough of everything.

just go away

just got myself in a whole lotta trouble.

there goes all my angpow money

finally a photo post. not many but i'm happy



donut factory! a long ovedue photo!



testing my macro! (: doing fineeee!



jazzy did this during training! goodness! she stuffed money in my inserts and thumb!



a better view of the creation of the silly one!



when jq was here we spent quite a bit of time at the arcade. haha



then it was icecream for desserts!



a lion!!! haha. i was so excited to take this photo of this dog which looked so much like a lion!
it was in orchard! just in front of coffee club! hahah. (:
SO CUTE!
JQ saw it too! (:



shay and i at balcony.
jq,nic and lenny were there too! (:



shay took this.......

SENTOSA!




CABLE CAR shot! (:



lenny, jq, shay, myself and half of wazzy in the cable car.



with the two crazy ones!



four of us..

i realised we took so little photos that day.
maybe cos half of them were destroyed by terrible uploading by me ):




our 4D experience!



that's JQ's fav pose .. (:



and wazzy's fav pose too!



going up for the luge ride, in the chairlift! (:
i love this shot.

at the airport



kenny jq and myself.



daddy jq and kenny.



white roses. (:




the rest of the photos can be found at

http://jasminejas.multiply.com/


next photos post would be filled with babies (CNY) and wazzy&shay! (:

to you, how come you make everything taste so bad.

to you, you're different from what i've known.

to you, you're drifting, further and further away.

to you two, let's watch 3 movies in a day next time. (:

to you, if i were meant to get injuried, even if i stayed at home i'll fall and get injuried.

to you, i never liked how you are, but i dont have a choice.

to you, things are getting harder, we'll always have obstacles in life, in anything, it's just how we face it.

to you, you take care of me and make me smile.

to you, you really treat your friends the best. thank you.

to you, i'm sorry i cant go over ):

to you, i hope you're doing fine and being happy.

to you, when can i see you again?

to you, i miss you terribly.

to you, i cant take the distance, i cant take the miles, i cant take the time until i next see you smile.

yesterday was a blast!

afternoon with shay and wazzy (:
lunch at hongkong cafe, "epic movie", "NORBIT" !
yes two movies!
one at 335 and another at 545.
we had a good 30mins break in between!
photos shall be up once it's done..

i love them both to bits!
the TWO of them gets me high!
more such outings soon!
BAMS! we miss you ):

headed to nic's place in the night.
and i have one thing to say,
I WANT A CAT IN FUTURE!
nic's cats are sooooo cute!
there were plenty of people there, gambling..
everyone who was there was gambling!

there was j,jan,shaun,shing,geri&3frens,zq&bro,cam,merli,koon,uncle rems,wazzy,shay and of cos, the banker, lenny.

won a lil! (:
finally!
shay won so much!
enough to buy me a cute wallet hahahahah.
got a lift from geri back at 2.
i hate taking the lift up alone in the wee hours of the morning!

guests have arrived.
and once they leave, i'm gonna take a short nap and maybe head to kenny's later for mj! (:

i always keep complaining that i dont have enough shoes,
and i jus counted, i've got a totally of 15pairs.




but i think i'll still be complaining that i need more shoes.... (:

GONG HEI FATT CHOY!

mummy refuses to let me change outta my cheongsam!
she keeps saying "the guests are gonna arrive soon!"
30mins have past, and not a single guest in sight.

happy news now!
i ordered pizza! jus regular pan pizza with sweet and spicy drumlets!
i ate the whole pizza, all 6 slices by myself! and 2 drumlets, but that's cos i'm saving the best for last!

i love the veg dish that's served throughout the three days.
it's gotta be burning hot with plenty of chilli! (:
it's never filling so i always stuff myself with it throughout the 3 days of newyear!

plenty of angpows,
one mega huge one! (:

i'm still wearing my black cheongsam,
still hungry with the veg dish staring right at me.
i also see mushrooms on tv, the ones i love, golden mushroom
and still, no guest in sight!
i'm off to have my veg dish before anyone arrives! (:

laters!
newyear=piggin out time!
and this year, there's gonna be a whole lot of pigging out to do (:

wishlist for the new year.

1) an ipod video!
2) new card reader that wont ruin my photos when i'm transferring from my memory card.. ):
3) a make over for my room!
4) mac book pro
5) a new phone, i've got 3 sim card and only 2 working phone.
6) new guard!
7) A NEW WALLET!!! (i'm currently, as of today, using a mickey mouse wallet that yiang bought for me 48547658years ago. IT LOOKS LIKE A SMALL KID'S WALLET PLS!)
8) new bags!
9) clothes, PLENTY!
10) unlimited air tickets to anywhere! (that's why this is a WISHlist)


and i just thought wazzy said to shay "gongxiFACIAL"
gooodness, 11) i really need specs, uber cool specs!

i'm jus stopping at 11), not that i want to stop but i need to help mummy put money in those angpows, that wont be for me! ):
oh, i bought mummy superly cute angpows!
they pop out!
and some angpows even have a bell on them!

i'm off!
goooodnite! (:

dad's playing some game on his laptop.
mum jus asked me what this smiley face, ;-), means.
haha she got it in an email, this is what she said.

mum: min! what's this? (points the smiley face out on her email). i dontknow why people keeping sending me this but i dontknow what it means!

me: mummy, it's a smiley face! how can u not know!

mum: but it's slanted! how would i know!

hahahahaha, goodness.. haha.

all i can hear now is the game dad's playing.
it's like some action power thing.

oh my... my parents are cool.
hahaha..

back from reunion lunch and i'm done packing! (:
not that my place is neat, but it's better than before!

reunion lunch

took loads of photos!
of my uber cute nieces and nephews!
met my 3 week old niece!
she's currently the newest to our family, and she's sooooo cute!
esp the photo of her holding the red packet!
but i'll be smart and not attempt to upload my photos by myself anymore.
so photos will have to wait!
but when it's done, it's gonna be one mega upload!

i'm clueless about what i shld wear tmr!
is there gonna be a get together session with all the bowlers?!
oh BAMS is back!
isnt she!?
BAMS!! I MISS YOUUUU! ):
cupcake sessions!?
any angpows from youuu?
even chocolate coins count!
hope japan was fun, bet u pigged out there!

alright i'm back to blogging 46574times a day!
ohwells! (:

i just woke up, thinking about what i blogged last night.

it's not a chinese dress, it's a cheongsam!

the eve of chinese new year,
and i'm room's still in a mess.
all my cousins, niece and newborns hang out at my room.
i wanna throw half of my stuff outta my room!

reunion lunch today!
a change from the past few years.
it's always dinner dinner dinner, finally lunch!
i wanna shop!
i bet mummy's out shopping,
and she didnt even call me along! ):
i bought 3 pair of shoes!
ALL WHITE!
none to match my black cheongsam!
piss out!

only after i bought my cheongsam that i realise we shld avoid wearing black.
but mummy says it's not toooo bad since there's flowers!

alright photos shall be put up soon.
since during chinese new year, i have pretty much nothing to do in the day.
the usual, kenny's house at night during one of the days.


i'm jus really excited to take LOADS of photos.
but never will i attempt to upload it myself!
i wanna format my whole memory card.
i'm so pissed out with it.

laters!

my photos were gone yesterday,
that made me so upset.

so i went to service the memory card, hoping to save the photos.
managed to to save some, but not all ):
but i'm happy that at least i still have some photos.
i'll never upload photos from my camera to my laptop straight anymore!
it'll be to the shop!
STRAIGHT.
never attempt DIY ever again.

on a lighter note.

i went shopping today! (:
i bought, a really cute sony thumbdrive.
totally contradicting from "screw sony".
but i love it nevertheless, it's purple! i love!

got a new make-up bag, that i attempt to use as a wallet,
because, during my birthday, 12 of my friends told me "you need a new wallet!"
cos looking at my current wallet,
it doesnt even look like a wallet.
but. 0, YES 0, bought me a wallet for my birthday & christmas.
so yes, a bag shall be my new wallet. ):):):):):):):):

i bought a chinese dress and a chinese top! (:
i love very much.
they make me feel so china-ish! but it's so cute.
everyone's always wearing new clothes for chinese new year,
but hardly anyone does it the traditional way anymore.
so i thought it'll be nice to be traditionally dressed this year.

walked for hours.
my legs are aching!
i shall use my foot spa! (:

it's been a good shopping day.
last min new year shopping went well.
(:

i was expecting something,
something that didnt happen at all.
disappointed i guess.


we're all different.
some a little.
some a whole lot more.


someone give me the definition of love

photos?

not any time soon

SCREW SONY.
AND THEIR SCREWED UP MEMORY CARDS.

mich and wazzy realise my overload of post yesterday.
that's what happens when you're alone on valentines! haha
or what wazzy and i would called it, SAD!

training today was alright!
finally finally after a million shot, i got 5-5 right.
wooot! haha.
pathetic.

jazzy made my spare ball, a money ball!
stuffing notes into my finger inserts and the thumb!
gooodness!
i've got a picture of it!
and wazzy's high track that she's so proud of! haha.
wazzy! joseph the muscle man looks extremely small! how come all muscle men are short?!
hahaha, i think i need to stop training 3 hour one on ones!
napaj babyyy!! WOOOOOOT! rooomies plsssss! (:

alright!
i think today shall be the day i attempt to upload all my photos!
shay's gonna say " FINALLY " .
hahaha. just pray nothing bad happens! and photos wil be uploaded fine!

shall go do it now!

robbie william's hilarious!
MUMBLE'S SO CUTE!
dancing mumble ayeeee!
gimme fifth! gimme fifth!

does anyone know about books on different kinds of marriages from different culture?
if there isnt, i think it'll be interesting to write a book about that!
cos i'd love to read books like that!
i shall write one,
welll when i travel the world.

oh fat hope.

the long lost couple on tyra banks show made me cry!
gosh. emo mo mo night again!
it's so sweet, touching and sad!

i wanna snap my emotional strings!

i'm breaking up with you!
i'm dumping you!
no, i am!
no! i said it first!
haha, ok happy valentines babe.
u better come online tonight!
gosh friggin play selfish, i'm pissed out with you ah!
i hate you!
i hate you long time!
i hate you longer time!
omg we're wasting money please..
buy you rose on friday!
it better not be some 2dollar fake one!


that's shay and i.
fighting over sms.
just cos she cant come online cos she's going for her chalet.
you owe me a rose shay!



12 white roses! (:

when a girl says she hates flowers and that it's a total waste of money,
she's lying.
lying through her teeth!
every girl loves flowers, no matter what they say!
so yes, roses, esp white ones, make me smile plenty!

thank you for the surprise.
sorry i made you panick because i left training early!
i didnt mean to! but thanks for that thought.
it was really sweet.

i spent valentines at home today.
but it made me smile.

thank you.

dont be afraid to let them show you're beautiful like a rainbow.

happy singles awareness day

thank you wazzy!

my date today's my tv, newpaper and my lappie!
they havent upsetted me one bit and i'm not complaining.

tonight's dinner is at SRC with dad, cousins, newphew/niece and germans.
i'm dreading to go.
i rather sleep.
if tummy continue's so hurts, all smiles for me!

today has been a rather painful yet happy day.
it's been a long time since i've celebrated SAD.
hahahha omg.
wazzy i jus realise why it's singles awareness day. SAD.
hahahahah
nono, i'm happy instead of sad.
(:

alright time for my little snack.
chicken with my fav seasoning.
and "That 70's Show" I LOVE. (:
SAD, i love.

and then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like i love you.

alzeius` says: (11:20:59 PM)
omg i know why she mia!
alzeius` says: (11:21:08 PM)
she got her asian games money alr!
alzeius` says: (11:21:09 PM)
shithead
alzeius` says: (11:21:17 PM)
she got money she's running away now
alzeius` says: (11:22:39 PM)
now we see her true colours
alzeius` says: (11:22:41 PM)
HAH

that's what shay said about sab.
sab, i miss saying FIGHT FIGHT.
please fight with shay again.




i've always assumed and taken for granted that you will always love me.
i guess, it was just natural for you to love me.
not until yesterday, i realised just how much you really love me.

you dont only love, but you care.
you care so much about everything.
making sure i'll be happy always.

thank you so much.
nothing, really nothing,
can compare to a mother's love.

i love you

it's been a week since i last blogged.

events that happened.

- JQ came!
- Played loads of Arcade.
- Vivo twice!
- lunch ONLY at the bird park
- went to sentosa! CABLE CAR baby! beeen a long time!
- Taka it's the official place that JQ visits whenever he comes!
- Buffet non-stop! Seoul Garden, Coca, Sakae.
- Newton & Macs for supper!
- Balcony for drinks

thanks shay, lenny, kenny, jazzy and nic for your time. (:

plenty of photos to upload!
but i'll develop some first before i upload them!
sorry shay, as usual, i'm making u wait!
ever since cindy's birthday! HAHA.

training today!
met jennifer, eve, justin, carl, cherie and WAZZY!
and of course coach william.
bowled for a tad long today.

oh yes, thanks to the sentosa trip and today's training.
i know some of the bones in the human body.
thanks to, WAZZY. haha
goodness she's making me love sports science!
seeya tmr at trn dear!
our valentines lunch date!
with.. the rest of the team.
haha. ok. we'll see.

shay, we'll attempt to be cool and hang out more.
i dont have a choice.
there's only you and kenny.

sab.
shay and i seriously have no idea where u have disappeared to!
so if you're still around and reading our blog.
TAG or talk to us on msn.
contact us in 3 days or we will, have to end our SLA...
leaving us with only. LA. dont sound too bad but S would be nice.
contact us by tag, phone, or msn.


teeveee now!
laters!

almost didnt make it for the marketing paper.
i hate it whenever i dont feel well.
so yes, it's ALL OVER!
i could flash a big smile across my blog,
but i have no idea how to do that.

i'm gonna be free.
FREE FOR TWO WHOLE MONTHS! ((:
i'm jus gonna bowl and be a lazy bum!
and hopefully occasional shopping with shay and kenny,
cos their the only two who's actually on holiday until april.
so yes, my holidays are perfect!
town on weekdays will never be better!
i love empty streets!
shoppppping soon!

mummy left last night.):
now j and mummy's away.
i miss them already.

i'm dead tired.
i dontknow how come i never get to sleep well.

tmr's training!
first training of the year!
at OCC ...

i wanna sleep in tmr ...
and i want donuts after training! (:
then it'll be airport after that.

(:

i'll explore singapore next week!

laters!

out with liannneee today! (:

well , other than the not-so-great spa treatments we had,
and also us knocking into everything and ruining out nails! ):
I LOVE YOUR COMPANY! ((:

i cant believe you're leaving so fast dear!
we havent spent enough time together!
i'll miss you PLENTYY. ):
luvya bestfriend!

headed to club after to have dinner with grandpa,parents,aunt,cousins,nephew and niece.
my niece's soooo cute.
i love her!
had chinese! grandpa's fav!
the setting was so pretty!
took a photo of it, but i'm kinda lazy to upload the pic!

so anyways,
it was slot machine time after dinner!
won! (:
mummy's happy we made money!
i love my fav machine.
gooodness, i need to stop!

marketing paper's the day after tmr.
well i'm really screwed.
tmr tmr tmr, will be a better studying day (:

mummy's leaving tmr.
lianne's leaving the day after.
j left yesterday.
WHY IS EVERYONE I LOVE LEAVING! ):

my cough's getting so bad
and mummy jus fed me medicine. (:
i feel like a lil girl.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

alright i'm off to read up a tad on marketing.
tmr morning will be out with mummy,
helping her with some stuff.
she's been so sweet of late,
making everything perfect and nice!
i love my mummy (:

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.

And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my friend



the sudden decision,
maybe one to regret.
i havent had my say,
but you were gone.
watching us faded and watching it all fall apart.


leave me now, it's the better thing to do.
you deserve more than that

my feet's awfully tired from all the shopping.
well, walking stead of shopping!

4pm-10pm.

walking........
it's was only during dinner there was a break.
was suppose to buy dresses,
but ended up buying a cute pair of shoe, which i love very much!
my third pair this week.
my love for shoes' growing.

kenny & j got themselve 2 pair of pants each.
aunt bought for j, cos he cant possible be on a plane to LA and shopping at taka too.
so yes, he has no clue about his two new pants.

gary came to join us after he got his superstar tickets,
which he's not going for.
had dinner and went to see more shoes!
((:

today's my lucky day.
when my parents&aunt were playing jackpot,
they asked me to press (hoping for good luck),
and i got 5 10s in a row! haha. TWICE!
and 4 9s in a row. (:

i'm all smiles because,
i'm meeting lianne tmr! (:
for our mani pedi spa..
my feet needs that so badly.
cant waitt!

alright i've gotta go do something!
laters! (:

today was such a tiring day.
but i loved it anyway.
time passes so slowly when you're shopping.
i think that only happens to me.

everytime that dove ad comes up,
it makes me feel deep.
it's nice, but then it makes me cry

meeting kenny today.
i wanna eat donuts.
but i'm too lazy to queue.
then meeting everyone at club if i'm not wrong.

my days are getting complicated.

tv's dying on us.
thoughts are getting$#^%&
feeling are getting %^$%&
and i'm getting scared.


getting really scared you'll leave me

blogger seems down.
well not the site itself but most of the blogspots.

anyways, i'm terribly tired with a horrible headache.
thanks to last night's lack of sleep and this morning's rush to stuff my brain with an overload of econs.
it's been a long time since i've slept before midnight.
my eye bags are showing terribly.

i'm craving for ice cream and donuts now!
it's amazing how someone with a terrible headache can crave for food.

i'm off to bed.
one looong nights rest. (:
love


would you tremble, if i touch your lips

econ's is over.
a lil smile (:

had a sweet talk to one of the lovelies today.
thanks dear. it was really nice.


tmr's hopefully gonna be a shopping day.
sat meet up with lianne!
she's leaving sooooon ):
dear! WE NEED TO MEET UP!
mani pedi!

it was "miss potter" with laila and tyris.
sweet and lovely.
i love those two bims.

life's getting boring.
training's starting soon
staying at home makes time pass faster.

anyways bought myself a huge cup so i can drink soup and have maggi in.
i loveee huge cups..

shay's bugging me to upload my pics.
depends depends.
i feel lazy today
maybe tmr,
oh wait, i might feel the same way too.

but u know when i do,
i upload EVERYTHING.


jes reminded me of "over my head"
i totally forgot about that song.
oh, i love it!

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