it's so boring..
cause i lost today, i'm not ok..
heartbreak, a fake smile, 2000 miles..
i like that song!
well, it's only 4.20pm on the first day.. 7 more days to go.. that mean
168hours more.. ok i'm not gonna go to how many mins more..
just finished watching harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban with mummy.
jus trying to pass time.. 3 hrs passed.. and.. i dontknow.. it seems so fast yet so slow..
mummy's checking the flight details online for the thurs flight if i get well in time.. and if i do, i'll go on thurs to phil and head back to singapore alone while my parents stay there, on sunday! heh. hope there'll be a mornin flight of cuz so i'll be able to meet baby after that.. cause he's coming back at 2.55pm singapore time! ((=
gosh that means this time next week i'll be with my baby!! (= cant wait for that..
well, of cause right now i've gotta pray that i'll be able to get well in time! and go to phil to shop shop shop! but it'll be so sad for me to not be able to taste the yummy mango ice cream cake which the alley aunt makes. it's heavenly! cant wait to be able to.. after 10 july!! ((=
things are getting a lil boring right now..
no baby, no noone to whine to, no hugs or kisses, no school(i'm glad abt that), no bowling.. i miss bowling. the last time i bowled? last monday. that's like 6 days without bowling.. and gonna be like until next wed which is like 16days without bowling, that's half a month!
actually what i'm longing for right now is not to go to phil, it's to fly to indo to see my baby! but, if i'm able to travel there i would have left today! argh.. but nvm phil wont be that bad to.. been there once.. the shopping centre which the alley's at.. oh wait is it even a shopping centre? cuz it seriuosly doesnt seem like one! but i love jollybean in phil! it's heavenly and really cheap. it's just super yummy. you guys gotta try it. it's not like singapore.. where jollybean's soya bean.. it's like phil's jollybean = macs! but better.. cant wait!
gosh i think i'm like the only person who blogs 2-3times a day.. of course it's casue i'm stuck in this house of mine!
the chicken pox's healing!! quick go away!
asian schools only starts on tues, which is official practice.. and the real com on wed.. if only i could fly down and bowl. gosh.. dream on jasmine.. but it'll be nice right?!
i'll jus keep dreaming then..
i just long to be on a plane soon! to anywhere! but it'll be nice to be where baby is!
anyway i shall jus snap out of this dream of mine..
sports really does bring you to many places.. and it's really nice esp if u're good at it.. well, that i gotta work on.. but it's really nice, being out of singapore once in a while.. bowling for the country..
i remember my first trip.. to aussie.. i didnt wanna go at first cause i didnt know anyone.. but slowly we all became frens! heh. and it was so fun. 10 days in aussie.. i remember walking on the road barefooted cause my stupid heels were hurting me.. so you can imagine..
jasmine crossing the road of aussie wearing the combine schools uniform thingy barefooted.
what a sight.. it wasnt actually crossing, we were like jumping cause the road was really empty.. haha. i love the motel, though not exactly but we had such great times.. 4 of us, amy, amanda, lianne and i! heh all squeezing into a small room, sharing the same small toilet haha. well, that was great memories, esp lying in the carpark and ram looking into the aussie sky and forming bigger stars from smaller stars. aussie really does have really beautiful sky at night, filled with stars.. unlike this island, singapore argh. i cant even find one when i look up sometimes!
walks to the supermarket... (= and seeing that guam guy.. i forgot his name! half naked in the freezing cold waving to us when we arrived back to the motel from the alley. it was really funny thou haha.
hmm, mummy jus came in to tell me the sunday's flight coming back's only at 6pm.. so i guess i rather not go.. cause baby's coming home at 3pm..
ohwell, i've lived in singapore for like all my life.. this wont hurt.. i guess..
i'll go shopping here! catch a movie.. gosh they have raised the price right? argh..
but nvm, shopping and going to the bookstores will do.
chicken pox really doesnt make you feel like eating..
so i'll jus sleep, watch tv, watch vcds, sleep, eat a lil, come online and sleep! that's how it's gonna be for the next 7 days!
later!
JAS
"I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."