hmmm well, my birthday yesterday.

stayed in kenny's house with clara, gary, mich, nigel, gerald, baby!
surprise cake and all hehe really sweet and they made fondue!! i love it! they're sooo sweeet!! i love them all! (=
they had cheese prata while i had my burger and we all went to sleep! hehee.

woke up the next morning with gary ringing those songs with clara's phone just above me! horrible horrible! hahaha and bon!!! bon's kenny's dog! hehe. he's soooo cute! with those black round eyes hehe. bon kept coming to baby's legs hehee. and mine too!! so cute!

heh woke up, went to sentosa, played beach soccer and all that stuff. den things turned bad...
went to my club to shower and after that clara and mich and yiang said they wanted to get a drink. and i was thinking abt some stuff so i really wasnt excited or anything. i jus wanted to go to the alley where i thought everyone was at.
so we went to the sports man lounge. and i look terribly like horrible. i had like a super black face!
went in and i jus saw everyone there, and nothing crossed my mind. i thought everyone was waiting for like me to meet them to go out. but they actually like a surprise cake there.. and for the first time, i was super stunn cuz usually i keep hoping and hoping but at that time i was in a foul mood so i was really surprised.
jason and jan was there too. (=

made a wish, blew the candles and took pictures. hehe.

went to play cs. but left early. went for a walk with baby. talk things out...
sometimes i really feel like a big baby. well, i guess i am. to my baby hehe. it's the different/painful ways him being upset that shows me he really cares for me. well i dont like the long wait but when he opens up and we talk things out. it's just the greatest feeling.

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presents!
. from the whole bunch of AC guys, i think about 6 of them, i recieved a pair of earrings from them.
. from da jie a black jacket kinda for all wear. it's so cool! we both have the same one! haha
. from er jie this really cute cross stitch kinda thingy but so much nicer!!
. from kenny and all the club people, the surprise that turned out great. thank you do much.
. from jan and jason a guess cute lil bag. it's so nice heh.
. from my precious baby, a diamond ring heh. it's so cute.. heh. well i'm not gonna say how big the diamond is but.. heh i love it so so so so so much. i love you baby! mwakkkkk!

thank you all so much for coming and spending my birthday with me. and for all the presents too .thank you. (=

today. 6th. baby's dad's birthday.

went to jurong point to meet baby. bought some soap stuff for baby's dad.
den went to the sports link shop to buy baby his two shirts. the yellow and the red. hehe love it.
den i spend a lil money on myself too heh. a new bag! heh.

seriously, i love everything! esp, bags, jackets, tops, bottoms, earrings, belts, those day to day stuff. i'm lovin it!

went to baby's house. den headed to chervons to clear the national league stufff. (=

a message to my precious darling:

baby, we've been through so much. plenty of the good and the bad.
i know for certain things, you act like you dont care, but actually deep inside, you care so much. and when you let me know, even though it sometimes is a very painful process, it's all worth it.

in the past, when we didnt talk things out, things did go out of hand.. but now we're learning so much.. to handle things so much better, to talk things out, to forgive. we're learning, every step of the way.

i'm really glad and thankful that both our families are so supportive of us. your family has really taken care of me. always helping me out esp your parents, and your sisters, it's like i'm having two more older sisters! i've always wanted an older sister to teach me all the girly stuff. like make up and all those things and your sisters have really done all that.
it feels great jus being with you and your family.

baby, as our relationship goes on, things become so much better.
we've become so much stronger. we see each other almost everyday. and i remember you saying on our one year anniversary, ' for the past 365 days, i've been meeting you for 300 days. ' well, i hope that's a good thing. heh.
i see you almost everyday and we're even made to training together! hehe.
i think the only time i dont see you is when you travel overseas to bowl without me! )=
a day without you feels terrible. i dont even wanna think of that thought.

i really love starting the day with your warm hug, esp on sat when your parents send you early in the morning to my place and you arrive when i'm still sleeping. i love that big fat hug you always give.

baby, i'm loving you more and more each time i see you.
be it when you're crazy, angry, singing, erming, naughty, noisy, loud, sad and happy.

baby, there's been times that we were jus hanging by a thread, but we've manage to pull through baby, that's how strong we are.

what's a relationship without fights and quarrels?
we learn from them, and it'll only make us stronger but we know we love each other too deeply to let it break us up.

baby i love you, so so very much. you mean the world to me.

baby, it'll always just be the two of us. i love you