by far the worse weekend ever.
i said things i regret, i did things i should not have.
by far, biggest mistake i've ever made.
i hurt both parties, how could i have?
i love you so much. i cant believe what i did.
i really never meant to.
you mean everything to me.
i love you, i always did.
i care for you, i always did.
i did something wrong and i regret,
but it's too late isnt it?
i still love you, i always will.
i wish you'll know that.
you still mean so much to me.
always and forever.
i promise.
my world has changed.
i'll look back and wonder how.
JAS
"I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."