for sometime this year, things werent going well at all for me.
it was actually horrribleeee...

but right now, i really cant imagine the change.
it's such a big difference.
and now, i'm the happy girl i used to be.

changes were amazing, shocking and really very sudden.
i guess all it needed was a sweet talk and lots of love.

things are going alot better for me right now.
i'm happier and more in love than ever.

let's just put those unhappy things in the past, and start all over again.
what almost seemed like a closure was actually a brand new and wonderful start for us.


beautiful, lovely, jus everything a girl could ask for.
not everything's peachy always but i'm glad we got through that,
nobody said it was easy, but we managed to pull through.


i'm glad that we were able to sort things out before everything.
it's like we know each other so much better,
i can really say that, you know me best.
all the times spent together, memories, everything..
you are part of me.

i know all your habits and you know mine.
we've really got nothing to hide.
it's like we're living together but yet we arent.

but really, i'm happy to be able to have found you.
it's not easy finding someone and all goes well.



i can safely and gladly say that , i'm happy, i've never been happier.



to my precious,

i've never been more in love.
we got through almost everything.
the good, the bad, the very bad, and the very very bad.
but we pulled through.
we're still very much in love, alot happier and jus very glad to be together.

seeing you everyday has jus made you grow even more in me.
i love our dates, i remember the sweetest every $1.80 date.
heh. it sounds funny, but it was the bestdate of my life.
considering it was $1.80, which was our transport haha.
it was really jus the company that kept the date going. (=

well, right now, it's much different cos mummy and daddy will always pick us up and stuff.
but i really miss those times when it was jus our 'topsecret' meeting.
when i lied who i was going out with, jus to sneakly meet you! heh.
the bus rides, the meeting point!hehe.
our fav place!
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and of cos, the reason why i'm actually improving on my bowling is you.
before i met you, i didnt train, i was too lazy to bowl, and bowling wasnt in my interest.
but after that talk you gave me, everything changed.
i love training with you.
it's amazing how we always had the same coaches in ny!
and our training time would always be together.

thank you for all your encouragement, everything, that kept me going on in bowling.
i love jus spending time with you, and your extremely practical thinking! haha.
even with mummy's warning , sportsman arent romantic.. somehow, it's TRUE! haha.
i love it when you try and your very practical thinking which sometimes is really jus making mummy's statement true.
and your extremely cute expression when you're shy and trying something heh.
and your temper that sometimes is very scary, but how you make up for it with a sweet sweet hug.

baby, i love you for everything you are.