i found out the truth.
it hurts.
i thought everything was fine.
i was wrong.
i should have known.
your family's the nicest i've ever known.
really.
but soon, it's time to let it all go.
beautiful and sad memories.
they all jus have to simply vanish.
but thank you for them.
O levels, why's everything happening before and after that?
it's jus surrounding it.
jus bad or a blessing in disguise?
i dontknow.
everyone tells me to be strong.
of cos i wan to.
but how?
everything crumbling down right now,
before my eyes and yet, there's nothing i can do but try harder.
i dontwanna keeep my hopes high for many things.
i dont think i've got the chance.
the greater the expectations , the greater the disappointment.
a rough and tough week, and there'll be more to come.
nothing could hurt more than what this week had to offer.