what happens when everything and everyone changes?
when what used to happen, stop happening?
when you get blamed for something you didnt know or do?
when you're no longer in someone's mind but in their life?
when you're sad, but noone can tell?

i guess you just take it all in... quietly....

went for classes today and rushed off for bowling training and headed back.
that's how my life's gonna be for the next 4 weeks.
thank goodness my teachers' the nicest and the sweetest.

oh something i feel so ashamed about, but it'll rarely occur to anyone that's why i'm putting the shame aside and blogging it.
i failed a test, a test that was so darn easy which i didnt study for and i deserve to fail.
but instead of being all sad, i find it funny. so darn funny actually, ask jiesi and tyris..
it's kinda shocking and funny to know you're the only person who failed out of the whole course.
not that i'm too dumb to even pass or something, jus try running from alley to sch with no time to study what so ever.
so yupp, a first test i failed in my poly life, and for the first time i laughed telling my mum i failed a test.

so anyways, when for a movie, 'just my luck' oh my, i saw someone hahahhahaa. ask tyris. the noise i was making when i was watching was pretty darn noisy.
watching grey's anatomy now, i love that show.
i'm so darn tired and i know i lack of sleep but yet i dontwanna sleep.
i'll wake up tmr wishing i slept so much earlier, but for now, i'll jus enjoy my time watching tv.

my dark eye circles and blank mind every morning ; all the signs to slow me i need more sleep.

oh yes, i finally bought make-up remover!*
i'm pretty happy with my purchase. money well spent.. well,no comments