i've never felt this shitty in a long time.
i've never taken "never" into consideration,
i always felt everything was possible..
until now.
i admit, it's shit.
the worse piece of crap happening to me since a long time.
being happy right now, seems like the hardest thing.
i dont seem to care anymore.
maybe it's you who'll keep me happy, well, maybe not.
i think i have a love-hate relationship with you.
sometimes i totally detest you, but yet, sometimes i cant help but love you.
i'm not in the mood for anything,
sometimes, i jus wanna be alone...
and i'm feeling this way so often now.
amazing, i dont feel like talking.
i jus dont feel like giving a damn about everything in life just for this short period..
maybe, just maybe, things might turn out better...
someone, save me from my misery.
JAS
"I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."