I know you put all your trust in me,
I'm sorry I let you down.

Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.


i've never seen you try this hard for the past few weeks.
you've touched me.
and i've disappointed you.

it all happened so fast.
from lovely evening, to a terrible night.
it's amazing how things without any warning.

i've never said you're not good.
i've ALWAYS believe you'll shine, you just need time.
there's no doubt that someday in future you're gonna make a name for yourself.
when u train hard, putting in so much effort, i think to myself
" he's gonna make it "
i've never told you that, how could i?
it's something that happens only within someone's mind.

last night was nice.
jus someone beside when u sleep, the feeling's completely different.
you jus feel safe and warm, if anyone gets what i mean.

i guess, things will be better for you this way.
i just hope you'll be really happy.
i've always tried holding on,
but this time, it's time i learn to not be so selfish.
it's not gonna be easy, cos we're not something that means nothing to me.

sorry if you've said you've been put down.
i've never meant to do that in any way at all.
i've never said u were lousy. never.

you've left the most beautiful memories from the past few weeks.
and sadly, i've left painful ones to you.
all i can say is that i'm truly sorry for hurting you.

i hope in time to come, you'll find someone better,
someone who deserves you 10times more than i do.
who'll love and treasure you the way you want her to.

i think what i need now is to just concentrate on everything i have in front of me.
hopefully that will get things off my mind.

i know you'll be good.
i know you can do it, and will do it.
i've never once thought you were lousy in any way.
keep training hard and studying hard.
everything you do wont go to waste.
dont give up, no matter what happens..
i've always believe you can do it.
and i'll never stop.

put a smile on your face,
you look amazing with it.

thank you, for loving me.
for being my eyes, when i couldnt see.

sorry, for giving love, a bad name.

21sept'06. goodbye.