i took a bus back.
and i sat next to this guy.
he looked familiar, but yet i couldnt quite make it out, cos i didnt see his whole face.

he was sitting in a sloppy manner, taking a lil of the seat i had, so i keep almost-falling off everytime the bus made a turn or hit a bump.

was minding my own business, listening to my ipod.
then something hit me, i stared hard at my finger, and what was on it.
i took it out, i jus felt like holding it,
and tears just filled my eyes.

i think he noticed, and so did the other lady in the front.
she turned back, stared at me, then him.
she must have thought that we had a quarrel or something.
but i dont even know him..
i felt bad making him look bad, but i just couldnt control myself then.
the song that was playing, and everything else was jus so hard for me to control.

i guess i control my feelings well today, expect for the last bit.
i'll take a step at a time.
i wont rush, jus day by day.

thank you frens, for being there for me.
shay and stace, thanks for having dinner with me, or dinner would have been alone.

i miss you, but i'll hide it from you.
i hope you're doing fine.

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start