milo was nice.
results werent that great.
for the first time in my life, i was the last qualifier.
and seriously, it's not fun waiting for the results esp when there's 4 more sqs to go.
and i'm not bowling in either one of them.

i didnt do a single bit of shopping.
i only shopped for bubble bath soap.
pathetic but true.

roommates with bern and gina.
they were ok,
fun ok, so it was good.

i just got back yesterday.
and i think i'm leaving for penang tmr.
christmas away from singapore.
lovely
a new change, a new everything.
maybe, i shld get a new blog to leave everything behind.
let's see if i remember when i get back.

it's times like these when i leave,
i really dontwanna come back here anymore.
nothing awaits, well, maybe only sch and bowling.


merry christmas everyone,
christmas is a time to spend with your loved one.
for this year, i'd like to be alone.
in my lil bed, being all cosy and nice, with popcorns and watching a christmas show.

maybe, every christmas will be like that from now.


Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
tears form behind my eyes,
but I do not cry,
counting the days that pass me by.

I've been searchin' deep down in my soul;
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I said...

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.

I still get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
and you chase my thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light,
but it's not right.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you,
but I'm not giving in this time.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto

when the stars fall I will lie awake,
you're my shooting star.