firstly, before i start blogging after MIA-ing since godknowswhen.

i would like to say,
sorry jiesi,
i ate cupnoodles again today..
i know, you must be disappointed in me again.
i didnt mean to, but it was jus staring at me right in the face.
i couldnt say no to it!
i'm sorry, but at least i didnt lie to you...
(:

i've been eating like crazy recently,
i dontknow why, the rate's jus amazing.
it's like after 15mins, i get hungry again!
goodness, i really dontknow what's living in my stomach.

sch life has been crazy of late.
next week, it'll be another crazy week.
i've been slacking too much this week.
sorry guys, for putting you through all the nonsense.
it'll get better.
thanks so much for everything.

my dear ris,
dont be so stressed.
things are getting better.
dont cry my dear, you almost made me cry too.
but thanks so much for everything.
i'll prolly die without you,
i think the group will.
love you plenty!
gosh i sound les, but i do so (:

shay's asking me to blog.
jus to show the world i'm alive and not dead.
goodness shay, you come up with the wierdest reason.

anyways,
so much has happened with my life.
the good, the beautiful and some sad moments.
nothing partically bad or ugly.

i'm in a confused state right now,
so trust me, you arent feeling alone.

it's not easy.

i wish i could be a total A hole to jus make you hate me.
but, i dontwanna hurt you.
i dontwanna be this way,
but it's jus me.
please understand.
it really isnt the best thing to be nice.

god made me this way for a reason,
i'm sure of that.
all i need to know is why.

it's not so bad, you're only the best i ever had