i know shay and lionel they're about to kill me about the
long over due photos.
i'm terribly sorry.
but it's not working yet.
shay, since christmas is over,
i wouldnt mind a card reader as a chinese new year present.
it'll make this year's chinese new year extra special with your gift.


i seriously dontknow where i've been.
hardly been online.
and hardly been blogging.

jq came over singapore last friday,
though it was only for 5 days, it seemed quite long because the days lasted really long.
though i've been living in this country for 18years of my life,
he seems to know the place way better than i do.
cos of him, i've been to places i've never been before.
he left two days ago,
the day before he left,
jay, shaun, lionel and him went bowling.
bowling really brings them together.
it's so funny to see them bowl together.


anyways it's getting late and i've got a 8am econs class tmr.
all the best to me.
i hope it'll go fine.
havent been to econs tutorial for two weeks.
i have a feeling she's jus gonna explode.
well, goodluck to our class then.
i'm off.


there are many things i cant decide and think of right now.
all i need is time.
maybe a short amount of time, maybe a long one.
i really dontknow myself.
all i know is i wanna be happy,
and i want everyone to be happy to.
it's impossible, but it never hurts to try.

it's not as difficult as it seems,
i've been through that before.
yes, it's not easy at first, but you gotta clear your mind and think out of everything.
that'll help alot.

i'll always to be there.
and that wont change.

however in order for you to feel better,
it really depends on yourself.
it's an important year ahead,
and i know that you would know what should be top on your list.
there's only two things,
the rest can wait.


and you,
thank you.
so much for everything.
i dontknow how you do it,
but you just do.
thank you for listening and understanding and helping me out.

i wanna be that way for you, and you, and you too.

as much as i want to make everyone happy.
i'm not perfect