"I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
it's funny how i feel the difference.
how i want it, but yet i myself cant do it.
i've kinda put a wall up,
to stop anyone from doing me harm.
i think i've become rather emotion-less.
it isnt the cause of anyone,
but rather the experience from it all.
i wanna go back to the past,
to the very start.
where i was this navie girl,
being all sweet and lovely.
making things and shopping for the one i love.
just putting in everything.
but on the other hand,
that's how i stupidly got myself so hurt.
i wish right now,
i could be the navie girl i was last time,
just with a wall in front of me.
i'd be happier and a whole lot better.
i've got that block now,
all i need to be is sweet and loving again.
and i feel, that's gonna take some time.
