jq's coming tmr.
i really have no idea what to do when he's here cos it's so sudden.
shay, bams, sab, anyone.. some help pls!

i think you two already know except sab!
i havent talked to her since milo on the bus back!
and that's a loooong time!

i miss SLA, we havent been hanging out since dontknow when. milo?

anyways if you ask how's life been,
my only answer would probably be complicated.
as of yesterday, VERY COMPLICATED.
gosh i wish everything would just go away..

i feel so lost,
dear, where are you? ):
i miss you already!
it's only been two days, but i miss you!!
gosh i sound les, but you know i'm not!
haha, meet up sooon dear!
luvya!
btw, we neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to take plenty of photos!!
i havent taken one with you since idontknowwhen!!
(:


why is it always that when everything so right and perfect,
something jus HAS to go wrong?
that's jus really something i dont understand.
i hate it i really do.
i trusted you to trust me, not control me.
i cant go against, yet i want to.
it's jus sad, so sad.
when everything i thought there was could have been there.
but now it's different, everything HAS to be different.
i dontk like this feeling, i really dont.
i jus wanna be happy, with everything.
why control me? really, why?