Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way


i love this song so much.
it just compliments the emo feeling.
yes at 3pm this afternoon.

the sky's getting ready to pour.
which means,
1) a perfect day to sleep in
2) get down to some work
3) start feeling emo-ish.

i love rainy days during my exams.
i really get loads of studying done.

but right now there's no exams,
and i miss them in some ways.
i miss being in a school school.

lenny's place tonight,
but i'm feeling rather down.
going would only mean spoiling the mood of everyone that's close to me.
and no, i dont wanna do that.
unless i start feeling better,
i'll give lenny's place a miss.

i've been staying home for the past 3 days.
the only time i went out was for one on one.

i really wanna go aboard now.
there's nothing else to do in here.
only completing 3 movies in one day with shay and wazzy, training and more training and prolly mj.
patheticus.

cant wait for trips.
and rooming with wazzzy! (:
i'lll bring my lappie,
she'll bring her vcds,
we'll on the tv as well as those drama that's playing on my lappie at the same time.
playing music once in a while to go crazy.
after bath messages on the mirror. (:
maybe some thai massage and coming back to relax like two spoilt children.
shopping at our fav place, the SUPERMARKET! (:
buying ourselves new water bottles, her's yellow, mine's green.
ice cream!! we'll buy a tub of icecream and walk all around this year!
standing along the ice skating ring, telling each other that we need to skate on the last night.
but never in so many years have we skated there. haha.
THIS YEAR WAZZY! not really skate, more like falling non-stop, laughing our asses off.
just hanging out in the room's fun enough (:
late night ramly deliveried to us.
and lastly, late night gossips and heart to heart talks.

we havent been rooomies since last malaysia open!
hopefully soon wazzzy! (:

alright i shall go accompany you and watch YOUTUBE too! haha. (:
luvya!