my childish thoughts and fears fill my mind.
and they really dont help when i need a clear mind to think.

today was good.
no such thoughts, jus clear, logical thoughts.
outcome and solutions couldnt have been better.

solving or thinking of a solution to a problem doesnt have to be right away.
sometimes you need a day or two to sort things out, to know what you truly feel.
i've thought about it through and i feel good about what i've churned out.
and it's nice to know, you feel the same way too.




i dontknow how mummy does it.
she never gets angry.
you can tell she's upset, and that's even worse than her being angry and scolding me.

i really admire her,
everything about her.
how daddy and her brought j and i up without laying a finger on us to discipline us.
from some of my friends, i know how painful it is to get a beating from your parent.
it hurts a hell lot.

i've asked her why.
her answer, " i've never believe in using violence "
i'm really grateful to have them.