last night was just a wake up call.
the truth of what's really going on.
i never did think it was gonna be this way.
blame it all on my happy thoughts.
if you were never close,
you wouldnt expect much.
everyday, would get by quite nicely, and sometimes, even leaving you with a smile on your face.
i'm getting used to it.
whether i like it on not.
i dont think i have a say.
what i truly feel and what you think i feel, is totally different.
it's gonna be this way for a long while,
but it's alright.
we'lll get by.
anyways, it was always the case of something too good to be true, that you'll never really expect much.
and never really felt that it happened.
it was more of a dream to me.
JAS
"I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."