i've never quite figured what's going on.
what used to be, is definitely not what it is now.
occasional questions arent really answered,
and emotions starts to take over.

there's nothing i can do now,
but to wait.
waiting seemed like a week away,
but now, it's months away.

to know what it was like,
and knowing what it is now,
leaves me with plenty of questions.


i felt,
i believed,
i trusted,
to only know, the next week wasn't like so.

part of the past never felt real to me,
like how, part of the hurt, doesnt feel real to me too.

what happened to the night,
where it felt so right.

just one question,
was everything in the past, from the bottom of your heart?

i felt like it was,
tell me i'm right.