"pop" is what my head's about to do.
it's 730pm, but my mind's shutting down and i'm feeling that it's about 2am.
the point where it starts to hurt alot more than just shut down.
i'm talking to angkana now,
though my mind's slowly shutting down.
i miss her, wayy too much.
i havent seen her since, sept last year.
her high pitch laughter and her nickname for everyone's terribly missed.
everyone's bowling.
EXCEPT me.
eve,jen,cherie,sab,shay,geri and auntie rens' bowling thai open.
wazzzy. her kungfu sounding aussie tournament.
i really wanna bowl, but i really need a break.
a GOOD break.
dragging this bad stuff for wayyy too long,
so yes, i'll just have to keep reflecting on that point,
but i know the minute i watch them bowl, i so wanna bowl too.
alright i'm talking to lianne now.
i need full concentrate,
my mind's rather slow when it's shutting down.
goodnight.
yes very soon.
JAS
"I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."