i miss being a kid.
those days where even the slightest things puts a smile on your face.
and the only worries you had was whether the scary monster will crawl out from under your bed late at night.
and even then, i know i had my brother by myside.

the word "problems" werent even in the dictionary for me then.
it was more like words,
"happiness"," joy", "being loved", "food" and "dobinmushi",
and even those few words, were more than enough.

it's the simple things in life,
that make me truly happy


in a way,
i miss the over-protectiveness.
it actually did make me happy.

the older i've become,
the more emotionally attach i've been.
tyris would know,
even clearing my room would be so hard,
cos every single thing has an emotional attachment.
seriously, i wanna snap that attachment off.
it's been more of a bad thing than a good thing.
that is why my room's always in such a mess.

hello dear,
do you remember "say it isn't so"?
gosh we've been through so much together,
thank you so much.
i miss you quite terribly..

if you cant already tell,
i'm being quite random in this particular post.

so much can happen in a year,
the changes, everything.
it's scary but things happen.
it'll be scary to look back in a year's time and reflect on so much that's change.
just like how it's scary looking back to last year.

i cant wait,

for the next tennis session.
for the next tournament.
to finish all my school work/projects.
to see lianne and yiang.
for my holidays to be over. (yes really, holidays means too much time)
for september to come, in a way i want it to come, but quickly getting it over and done with.
for the next time i feel like a kid again