i do remember,
the care, the joy, the laughter, the smile.
all from the heart.
shortlived, but amazingly lovely.
oh just how did you do it?

never should we live for someone else,
and neither should we have anyone controlling us.

love,
what is it?
what's your definition?
what's your take?

you do know,
if it weren't for you,
changes would not have been made.
in a way thank you, it's been nice having these changes,
having to live and love everything right now.
enjoying is key.

you assume something's bothering,
but really, i love to daydream.
you gotta just let me do it sometimes.
everyone looks sad when they dont smile.

i've just been so tired of late.
rest is all i need.
plenty of it.
but i dont seem to get the time to anymore.
it's either work or friends.

training tmr,
followed by work.
another long day,
with less than needed amount of rest.

i'm off to sleep goodnight.


just so you know,
pirates say "love is a dreadful bond".
in a way, so true. so true.
but yet, it happens anyway.