love isnt about the perfections, it's about accepting and still loving the imperfect one, perfectly. that's love to me

today, hasnt been good at all.
probably the top 10 worse days of the year so far.

those words,
something you never thought a true friend would say.
were spoken.
all that about true friends, sadly.
to say such things or even have such thoughts in their mind.
when others say such stuff, i dont care,
but when it's someone close, it means differently,
i guess i really dont want to go through that anymore.


then the fall, broken box.
taking the wrong bag.
and then another bad moment with another person.


today's the worse of all.
today's the day i feel so useless, worthless.
i dont understand why this hurt so much.
i thought only being in relationships would this happen.

i'll never be good enough for anyone.
this heart was meant to be broken


it's just times like this when you know,
you're alone.