peaceful and painless
i thought i'd ask you to stay for a little longer,
but now, i see the pain.
i hate seeing you suffer,
but the only way for you to not suffer, is for you to go.
part of me really dont want to see you leave,
but it seems like there's no other choice.
maybe you're already starting to feel it.
i only wish to be reminded of all the beautiful things in life you've given me.
i know it's gonna be different when it happens,
but i'm just trying to be prepared.
i jus realise how spoiled i was by you.
i never could understand that leaving would be the better choice,
until today.
JAS
"I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."