maybe, it was just for one season



congrats to bern for winning the title of indo open ladies.
how you drop your ball while cleaning it, is classic.
think of it this way,
not many even have the chance of being in that position to drop their ball. (:
congrats again! (:



k now shay would call this emo post,
but no, it's what my heart feels, so yes, not emo,
just feeling feeling. haha.


i'm doing this, cause i know how it feels.
i know this will make you feel better.
but, sometimes it just isnt the right thing to do.

i hate to admit it,
so i wont.
it's so terribly hard now,
when you think it's over, and it's not.

i hate the way you still have that bit of control.
i hate the way you're not gonna be there anymore.
i hate that we've ever met.
but mostly, i hate the way i dont hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.


dear, i miss you so terribly.
i wish i could talk to you soon.
a hug would mean so much now.
it's just times like these i wanna be in your arms, crying my eyes out.
i miss you.