these shoulders are breaking

so much for my " i wanna be away from my com for 16days " statement.
as usual, being all fickled-minded, i am contemplating whether to bring my laptop.
i hate that it's so heavy.

went out with the team after training.
sab,cherie,eve,jen and jaz.
the movie, "license to wed"
dinner with cherie, daphne and jaz.

gown trying with cherie and jaz.
i felt like i was gonna get married.

did shopping that i shoudnt have done yesterday.
a top, which i really like, finally something that flatters.
and the BOOK. the lovely one laila's been telling me about.

Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami

two books, korean drama, a mac, a camera and an ipod.
i could live on that.
i really could.

i'm not packed yet,
there's tons, but i'm terribly lazy to start.
shall get my luggage later, yes i havent got one yet.
i'm jus gonna bring as little as i possibly can.


it's not all that great.
it's been bad actually.
the whole situation, i've never been through before.
it's draining everyone, terribly.

there's nothing we can do about it.
nothing at all,
and that's the worse part.
i'm leaving,
and i really dontknow how it's gonna be like.
i hope it'll be fine,
i hope it'll be better,
i hope it'll be the end.

there's only so much one can take.