a clown above my bed

singapore's open over.
ktv the other night,
uncle rems can sing.
conclude, guys like soccer.
a summary of everything up there is what happened on sat.

sunday was airport with bams cam and shay.
popeyes.
dessert.
bams place for mj.

alright, i'm trying to fast forward everything,
cos today's been extremely lovely.
firstly school was rather short.
and when it ended,
i had a pleasant surprise.

6 brownies baked by erv with candles for my belated birthday celebration.
lovelyyyy classmates.
it's like 27 days after my birthday but they still did this (:
and present. gosh presents!
LOVE THEM ALL. (:
they're soo sweet gosh.
thanks dear, all of you guys.
you guys really made my day. (:

movie with the girls.
lai,ty,erv.
lovely show.
i wanna babysit, i'm serious.
konan? woooooooo, i'd love.

retail therapy after.
bad bad.
spent money ):
but i got myself a new bag and a sweater.
sometimes, when you need retail therapy, you jus have to spend as much as you want.

birthday dinner for dad.
hmmm goood food.

i've got a new phone to get,
but i cant make up my mind so i'll hold it off for now..

longgggg day at school tmr.
rushing off halfway to train and back to school again.


i hope i havent said anything horrible,
cos that's the last time i want you to be remember as.

i dontknow what i'm feeling,
but i do know,
i hate to hate,
and i hate to dislike someone.
that's why i'd choose forgetting and forgiving over hanging on to that moment of anger or sadness and bring it along with me, cos i see no point at all.

i dontknow,
we all have different views and that's mine.
and i cant see how i'm able to hate or dislike someone who meant something in the past.

liking someone is one thing,
making yourself feel miserable over that is another.
oh yes, i've had my moments.
those horrible times, where nothing anyone said would help.
it's like the moment, well maybe the week that you jus feel like this.
then you gotta get over it.

hah.
pushing it to the back of your mind, until it all boils and one day explodes.
the cycle repeats.
hah.

yes silly and stupid,
but seriously,
arent we all guilty over some sort of silly and totally useless problem.

we all do silly things in life,
have silly thoughts,
and right now,
this is my phrase in life.

yeah, the silly one

i wanna rumble on but gosh my mind is shutting down.
shall do that another day,
but today's been lovely.

really, i'm seriously happy.
thanks guys,
you never fail to make me feel loved.


i can never come to know everything