to you,
i'm not quite sure what you want.
happiness? that seems really far.
to feel in control, does that make you feel more of a woman?
why cant you be normal.
i dont get why people bother please you.
i dont hate you,
i just cant stand you.
to you,
its been sometime.
i think you kinda get it but yet, im not sure if you do.
i dont know what to do, it's really hard.
to you,
it's gotten to you.
everything has,
but really, it doesnt last, well, at least not for long.
to you,
i hate seeing you like this.
to you,
i dont know if it's right or wrong.
but it feels right, so i'm gonna go with it.
it makes me happy.
thank you.
to you,
it's been awhile.
it doesnt feel like the past anymore.
but you're happy, that's all that matters.
to you,
thank you, for always being there.
to you,
i miss the you in the past.
to you,
Forever could see us not you and me
and you'd help me out of the dark,
and I'd give my heart as an offering
to you,
on the day i met you, you were so so true.
on the day i fell in love with you, my heart stood still.
to you,
i'd rather sleeep.
JAS
"I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."