oh yeah, you're beautiful

there's jus so much i wanna do.
-burning
-scrapping
-do something with my hair
-holiday baby, holiday.
-competitions, i miss them.
-watching ALL the Gilmores from lianne. (:
-just do something crazy and different.

i miss the girls in school.
i really hope holiday with them goes through.
i think a short trip away would do good,
with -the girls, -mum when she's on a work trip so it's exploring by self time, -bestie's trip! (:



well sometimes,
you gotta let it out, it isnt nice, but you gotta.
you think it'll make you feel good, but it doesnt,
not when you've been through so much with the person.
but you know deep down,
deep, deep, deep down, there's always that love,
and the love that you can never hold anything against that someone.
well it's not the same story for you

there's other stuff to do, like letting go, and just doing everything to make sure you're happy and the people you love are happy. and of course not in a way that would offend others.

i want what's best for you, i really do.
i just feel it's been done a horrible way,
nothing that you should be blamed for but that's just it.
it should be different,
oh screw it, everything should be different.
and hopefully, it will.

oh, it's been a long while.
it's good to let out,
and it's good to know that part is back.
and it's time to move on with it.

,to the days that'll come