you turn to me and said

i've got 0 days in school before i leave. i should be the happiest person right now, but no. cos there's
-resume/cover letter (due on fri so i'll have to do it before i leave)
-portfolio with 4 pieces (due 2 days after i come back which means i've gotta get at least 3/4 done before leaving)
i wish this time it was all bowling and no work, but that's not gonna happen.

was talking to yuwen and the feeling isnt here yet. and we have no idea why.
so last training's on monday, still deciding on equipment, it's pretty much confirm but jus looking to see if there's a need to drill another of the same ball, which i really wouldnt mind.

so it's saturday, it's the stay home, in bed until 3pm - until you've got no mood to leave the bed or the house and the feeling of being extremely tired sets in. i hate that feeling, it'll waste my day away but it's happening now.

i hate my new phone, even more than i did. i think it's annoying, irritating and it reminds me of something i dont wanna be reminded about now. i hate how half the day has passed and nothing productive have been done.

i need to go out, i need to sit somewhere i love, and jus relax.