nothing but strings

so yesterday wasnt such a great day for me.
but things will get better, hopefully.

today was fun, working was great, enjoying the sea breeze (:
love the wind, outdoor toilet <3 haha.
ok noone would really understand that.
so test - thursday morning, studying, not too great.

seriously, when you thing it's gonna be easy to handle, reality sets in.
it's seems like it's all fun, but trust me, it gets to you mentally.
it's fun no doubt, but you really gotta decide about what you.
dont offend, dont hurt,
smile, and help out as much as possible.
well you fall, you get up and learn from it.

just cant wait to start training again,
FEB 16, please.
or night training.


i'm gonna miss you, both of you ):
goodnight, backaches.



i miss the past, the smiles, the everything.
why so cold.
when "hi" meets "hi",
just watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.