when you get what you want, but not what you need

firstly, happy birthday to miss kawai, the 19 year old.
i really hope she loved the watch we gave her. haha.
it's cute isnt it!

this month, there's just so so many birthdays and parties.
and 4 (close ones) 21st birthday,
i can tell my bank is gonna be terribly hurt, but it's all for good.



the first two day of the year, and it hasnt been all that great.
found out certain things, that arent new, but has sunk in.
been a way, that i cant stand.

so let's see, i dont think i've ever been that way with you much.
when i do, it's probably cause i cant stand all the nonsense i have to put up with.
honey, there's only so much a person can take.
and no, i'll never do anything to make you feel unpleasant, cos it's just not nice.
and i dont really think it's nice when i get that crap from you.
so what's this, a fake for all?
so what's the deal with having a true friend,
true friends tell you right in your face, whether you like it or not cos it's for the better of you.
trust me, i've tried, and got the exact reply as i thought.
but hey, at least i've tried.
i dontknow what to say, what to expect, but know what's probably gonna happen after it all.
it's just how fake things can get.

you have all the money, fame, achievements in the world,
but if you dont have a single true friend at the end, seriously, what's the point.
life's all about living, having fun and having friends,
so what's with all the greed.

this ends.

there's somethings that need to be change.
the things i say, the things i feel.
let this year be a fresh new start to everything.
with mostly, smiles.

happy new year everyone.