step one, you say we need to talk

to you,
it's been awhile, you're one of the handful, and i've missed you.
i've seen you recently but, never with the chance of talking to you.
and i mean having a decent conversation.
i've missed you.

to you,
you far away guy, i havent heard from you in awhile.
is everything ok, sorry havent been able to talk to you online.
i promise the next time you come online, i'll say hi

to you,
we met, twice last year.
talked once since year.
thanks for that night, all i need was a listening ear, and i love how direct you get.
you get to the point, it hurts then you make it better.
with you, i never do have to feel sad anymore.
i miss our ice-cream dates with loads of mags with very interesting content for the both of us.

to you,
thanks for always being there.
loads of laughter, i miss everyone.
sorry for a few times, i wish i could have been there, but i guess it was better for me to not be.
certain things need time and i hope in future it'll jus be the same again.

to you,
i guess things are better this way.
to hate, it makes things so much easier doesn't it.
there's jus something you cant force, and this is one of it.

to you,
i dont know what i've done to you. in my memory, nothing.
but what i get from you, total crap.
i dont get you, i never will, and neither will i wan to.
sure things can always be rosy, not everyone knows this side.
i'm well aware.
seriously, change for the sake of yourself and for every single person that you love.

to you,
hahaha, he's your's.
i can't be bothered sweetheart.

to you,
yes go away with your stupid 7 inch com.
i've tried, but it didnt work so yeah, cancel friday.
i hate you.
i hateeeee you,
i hate that i love making cookies with you and i dont get to anymore.

to you,
your eyes, they roam.
your love, it's mixed.
your feelings, they show.
from the way you look, the way you show interest, the way you talk and your body language.
people who observe, can tell.

to you,
to stay, well show it.
to go, just say it.
i dont think i know you anymore.
i no longer want to have expectations of you.

to you,
you are just,
so let's just say,
what help do you need now?

to you,
i miss you, miss you so bad.
i still imagine you, here from my room.
i keep thinking, what could have been if i listen, if i did what you told.
but still,
a few hours of hurt, or a few months of hurt?
i didnt know i had the right to choose, and didnt know, i did.

to you,
i dont even think i have a love-hate relationship with you anymore.

to you,
hanging out with both of you, walking back and fourth borders and kino,
i love the both of you! i promise to find a half that you both will love too alright. HAH (:
the love for the bookstores we have is similar.
doing what we did that day, i believe i'd hear non-stop whining from others about the walking and amount of time spent there, but with you two is was <3 (:
cant wait! my brother's gonna be very happy in two days time and so will i! (:

to you,
sorry, for not catching your fall.

to you,
it's nice to know,
every night when i lie in bed and close my eyes,
you're beside me.

to you,
thanks so much for that day, i dont know what i'd do without you.
you make things, so much easier.
thank you, always here, just call me alright?
dont worry so much about stuff, it all happens for a reason.
enjoy sis (:

to you,
so how have you been?
is it cold?
what happened?
and how's the little one?

to you,
help me, help him, help them, help themselves.