I'm tired, drained from feeling this way.
No, it's not fun, it's not exciting, it doesn't feel good at all.

The used to, were awesome.
They made me smile, and yes, special.
Right now, what's in mind makes me feel that way.
It may be wrong but whose to say.
I like to never be close, then I'll never know who you really are.

Where's the click we really need, to snap out of it.
The want, the need, we know it's not all, but yet.
To change is one thing, to be accepted, is another.



You fool me once, shame on you.
You fool me twice, shame on me.


The 4th time,
& Yes,
Shame on me.



Promises to myself, I never keep.




Let's try this tonight.



I see skies of blue, clouds of white
Bright blessed days, dark sacred nights
And I think to myself,
What a wonderful world