i'm just a little bit -------
sleeping early is a norm when it comes to a draining day.
lovin' how things are in some aspect.
got so friggin' high today during training that i didn't have a clue to what i was doing.
seriously high-drunk-high.
my scores said it right.
kinda wanna see how i bowl normally, after the change, sober, and bowling a game.
tmr it is.
after was fun, rush to places.
enjoyed myself this afternoon, hot chocolate (:
looking around.
dinner with shay, sat that til it closed i think.
we were just two darn lazy people.
i'm tired.
so what am i supposed to feel.
i dont like that doubt, that space for another.
especially when i know exactly how another is.
there's nothing to do,
there's nothing to do about it.
i thought history won't repeat itself.
why can't i stick to my friggin' quote
JAS
"I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."